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Posted on
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Baby, you know that I miss you.
Despite seeing me in a bad mood, angry, hurt, sad, disappointed and everything, you acted like nothing's happening. Not even a "Sorry" is said. Is it so hard to apologize? By saying all that, you think I wasn't hurt? Do you think your words doesn't affect me? Yeah you can say it's all jokes (YA RIGHT DUDE!) but don't you care at all how I feel? All I wanted was for you to console me. Like you used to, like I always look forward to. Your words that made me go "Awww" and your hugs, kisses, etc. You know I love you. You know this. Man, how could you be blinded? Or you're just heartless? I'll just pray we will be fine soon. I miss you, your hugs, kisses and your smell :( I wanna meet you tomorrow or Tuesday before you're gone for a 3-day camp. I know, it's pathetic of me to ask for a meet up even if you're gone for only 3 days. Yeah only 3 days. I don't know why, but I'm yearning for you now even though you are such a big fucked up asshole who almost made me cry my heart out but nah, I don't cry that easy. I'm crying inside. You treat me like no one, you made me sad, you made me think that you're using me for an unreasonable purpose. Ok I'm crying right now. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF :'(On the other note, school will reopen tomorrow. Oh wow. 2 weeks are so darn fast. But I had kick ass fun with my friends and babylove during the holidays. Updates about my weekends soon!
