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Posted on
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Everyone ends up alone, don't we?
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Too many unpleasant anecdotes being thrown at me with motives. One, to help. Two, to destroy. At the end of the day, I'd thought what I've wanted to build is about to go awry. Yes, I. Because I ain't sure if you're doing your part in this monument as well. You gave a succinct reply, convinced me enough and we went on. All that was on my mind was to break this through with you, confidently. You never made me feel neglected, not even for a minute. So I thought I'll try to give this a shot, and make sure it's gonna be a stout one. As the days went by, reluctance arrives in me. Your way of replying my questions are now ignored or monosyllabic, and you seemed agitated about the whole questioning thingy. It's okay, it's okay I thought. Ironic how I hate the situation as it is, I cling on you still. Because at the end of the day, I want us happy. That is why, I'm preventing from resurrecting a part of you which you claimed you had left it dead and gone. All I know, you're my obsession. And bottom line is, prove me wrong. Just me. So my resolution right now is to learn to treat you well, very well Honey. This paragraph got you frowning? Chill, either you shake it off or smoke it out! I love you. It's been 10 days since the day.

Someone kept taunting and oh boy if you wanna threaten someone, make sure you know who the person is. It's irrational, and impossible. You think I'd fall for that? You think I'm afraid of you? It doesn't take you anywhere to show such a flare. Just so you know, I ignored you because I do not comprehend the whole idea of you calling me and blaming me for something I did not do. If you lay your hands on me, I assure you'll get your revenge. They say revenge is a dish best served cold, I'll make sure I'll be as cold as heartless. It's true what she said, a favour done by other people was never remember by you. I shouldn't have barge into your problems and helped you without an incentive or whatever it is. I hate you, so I don't fuck care about anything you ask me to do. Doesn't mean I am a girl, you can take advantage of me and I should be afraid of you. Show me what you've got. Try me harder, you buto miskin! This paragraph is strictly for Bok for your information in case someone else out there thought it's him I'm talking about and then things will get topsy turvy, and everyone will be befuddled. What's new huh?

Only a day without Nas, and a problem starts to grow. It's okay, I can handle all this shit alone. And I'll be whining over this issue later when I see him :/