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Posted on
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
heads will roll

a line drawn, a dream come true. i know i was the one trying hard, but you were never true. that was in the past, and it made my heart crushed. i clearly remember that months later, you came back, especially when my life was a wreck. you turned me from an angry witch to a triumphant bitch. i was reluctant at first, but you guided me and it felt like a curse. a magical touch that eroded my worries and much, giving me adrenaline rush. we then became "together", until you gave me a cold shoulder. everything's different now, you made me go wow-ed. you turned out to be nothing less than an asshole by treating me nothing more than a trash. the sound of your voice saying you'd love to spit on my face just keeps playing in my head. the feelings are fading, and i'll have my part when it's ending. one minute you made me feel like in cloud nine, the next you hurt my spine. even though i'd stand proud whenever i see our friends looking at us because it's been more than a year, this issue continuously has us in a bind. it's ironic that it keeps happening and no doubt, predictable. the history is repeating itself, i assume. just so you know, i love you like the stars and the moon ♥