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Posted on
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Crush
Finally, the weekends are coming. I'm not really pleased with how the week has been going because M doesnt have a lot of time for me. For this week, he has only text me once. It's okay, i'm going to get use to this.On a brighter note, someone has been talking to me and we might be meeting up this saturday. You know, after the first time we met, i thought we would never be able to meet up again but we did and finally, we are talking more often than we perceived iniatially. :)
So lately my mind has been preoccupied with certain things. One minute i am happy that it happened, the next i'm sad. Negative thought came filling into my mind. Because by observing you now, you behaved exactly like my ex date. And i am just afraid you'd turned out to be just like him in terms of playing with the heart :/ I hope you wouldn't. But you know what, they say its better to go with the flow and when shit happens, just face the music. I won't put my 100%, but 30% :) we'll see how it goes as the days grow!
P/s: i cant stand all the love birds out there ;( Oh yes, i have to take things slow, just like how he said.
