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Sunday, November 22, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
JONATHAN IS A MATREP?
MY SATURDAY WAS FUCKING AWESOME BUT IT WAS EMBARRASSING AT THE SAME TIME. PEOPLE, YOU KNOW I KNOW. WILL UPDATE ABOUT IT LATER =D
TO JONATHAN: AKU MINTAK MAAF PASAL APA2 YANG AKU CAKAP TU SEMUA TIPU, BEDEK, WO PIAN NI LAH. TKMO PERCAYA! KAU NAK BLAH DARI HIDUP AKU PON AKU TAK KESAH, SERIOUSLY.
edits//
if given chance to start the month over, i would have ditch the thought of liking him and continue loving the guy i am supposed to love. life is unfair. it's never fair and everyone have to face it. i took my every action by the influence of my friends or my closed ones though i know it is wrong. afterall, it's my life. whatever consequences i've to deal, i'd just face the music. so as you all know, i went out on saturday to meet my girls. i was consuming nothing but a can of energy drink for the whole day. took the train at 6pm and it was crowded. rushed to a seat which was almost taken by some pai kia. i just show them an innocent look because i seriously have to sit down. reached town at 7pm and met up with them. fast forwarded- at 10pm, me and my girl went to zouk. well, it was fucking awesome. everyone were dancing their heart away to benny benassi's. the music were awesome as well. i remember dancing with different people all along but my favourite would be my girl because everytime i'm dancing with her, she'd kiss me. lovely. i am such a troublemaker. you guys wanna know what i did? i fucking called jonathan and talked shitz to him and he hung up on me. i called jing jie and begged him about something i shouldn't have and ended up, i'm an embarassed one. yeah, but in the end, i've explained everything and only jing jie understood me but jonathan ignored because he can't be bothered like that. lastly, i called my beloved ex-boyfriend. who else if it isn't nas? oh by the way, thanks to hanah and her girl because without them, i wouldn't be able to attend the party. thanks to aqhari for taking care of me because you guys have no fcuking idea what happened! thanks to someone who talked to me about guys. that person seriously woke me up. yeah why believe on hopes when it's just hopes? why be so attached to one when there're a lot more others who can shower me with love and all the things i need. that person is such a kind soul i tell you. err, who else eh? mhh thanks to everyone for being so caring when i was feeling nauseated and puke. thanks to huayu for his time. finally, thanks to juno for accompanying me since i got out and until i reached home eventhough it's true sms :D i think i saw people like faliq, shafiq, ann, lia and some others. it was crowded but i left at 4, when i asked my dad to pick me up. heh heh! overall, it was fun for a virgin like me!
something happened and yeah, i should get over it already! :D
