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Posted on
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Saturday, July 31, 2010
I was watching this religious TV drama over in Sensasi. It just knock some sense into my thick skull. I believe in Allah and He exists. I know what I should do and what I should not do since I have been going to religious class and event until I'm 16. It isn't too late for me to repent though I know I've done way too many sins throughout this 18 years of my life. Something tells me I should start back on my daily prayers. May Allah guide me to the doors of happiness. I know He will keep me calm and relax. And those are only feelings I need to feel right now :) Mum caught my swollen eyes and enquired why. Actual reason, cried too much. But told mum I got lack of sleep. Heh! You'll get a shock to see how my eyes have become. Alright, yada yada I am so lazy to blog about the "hot" issues that happened to me recently but let's just say people make mistakes? I hope both party will forgive me for causing the fight. My fault afterall. And I've once made the choice to leave both of them and now I got it. Need I regret anything? Absolutely not. Though I begged for Imran to not walk out on me, he insisted. What I can do is nothing but to let him go. It happened so rarely for me to begged and cried for a guy. I feel so ashamed, I shall never repeat that ever in my life. Talked to his friends and they adviced me to give him time. We'll see how it goes but I got a strong feeling Imran won't be coming back to me 'cause I've caused him to be extremely furious and I guess, hatred is all that he see in me now. It's embarrassing to see you ending a relationship in which you've put your trust, love and effort in to. What a waste, such a waste.
